From an age of innocence to a time of flagrant debauchery; from finding love to losing hope, this is the life journey of a Chinese gay guy born in KL, Malaysia where he tries to make sense of his homosexuality, his life and the world around him.
“难道你不觉得很矛盾，甚至有点讽刺吗？”
“怎么说？”
“你说你很想念你的前男友，但是你现在却约炮，多P，这样还不矛盾和讽刺？”
“思念和思春是两码事啊。”
“如果他看见现在的你，他会怎么想？"
“无论我现在在做什么，他都不会和我复合。我的任何行为都不会让他回心转意。”
“那为何还要自己纠缠在过去的回忆里？”
“痛苦到了某一个程度就会变成高潮，就像被人干一样。”
“自圆其说。”
“只要相信，就是真理。”
一念一世界，各人各囚笼。你我他存在同一個世界，卻不是活在同一個世界。个人的生活不需他人的认同，观念不同对待人生的角度自然不一样。
My first entry about my sexperience in the gym sauna was in 2012.
But there was a prior encounter where I was, sort of, publically harassed by another man. It never occured to me that it could happen to me and how it would encourages me to boldly go where many men had gone before.
It was a fateful weekend morning. I finished my workout and hit the shower by 11am. After a quick shower, I wrapped the white towel around my waist and proceed to the steamroom. As I was the only person inside the steamroom, I unwrapped my towel and place it on my lap and I sit on the upper level tile bench, looking out the clouded glass door.
Then a rather muscular guy came in. He was a regular at the gym, but we are not acquainted. He is probably in his late 30s. Not exactly goodlooking, but decent height and toned body. I have seen him around the gym and planetromeo.
Usually strangers don't talk to each other in gym sauna, but he initiate small talk with me. I answer absent mindedly. He then proceed to sit next to me. I didn't think much about it until suddenly i felt his hand on my leg. At that moment, I was dumbfounded and didn't react. But I quickly overcome the surprise, stood up and left the steamroom. I even politely said bye to him before exiting. I avoided him earnestly.
The experience was a bit shocking for me. But when I reflect upon it, I realized I missed out on something, and the GayLord decided that my time for random locker room encounter is upon me.
My subsequent locker room encounter also happened at the steamroom. As usual, I went to steamroom after workout, sitting at the side. A Chinese guy came in, took off his towel and sit next to me. This time round, I was not afraid to engage when he nudge against my leg. I touch his leg and move my hand sideway to lightly touch his cock. He didn't resist and started moving his hand further towards me. Suddenly, the glass door flung open, and we quickly stopped what we were doing, as another Chinese guy came in and sit at the opposite corner.
I thought that's the end of the encounter, but the guy next to me continue to touch me after awhile in plain sight of the other guy. The guy at the opposite has his gaze fixed on us touching each other. After a short caressing, the guy next to gesture me to go out, so I followed him out and together we went into a shower cubicle. To my surprise, the other person followed us into the shower cubicle and I had my first, brief but thrilling threesome in there. I briefly fuck the guy while the other person rub his cock against me. I don't think anybody notice us when we went out. The guy that followed us was no where to be seen afterwards but I did bump into the guy I fuck. We ended up exchanging contact, and had vanilla sex at his place for a few time.
My second locker room encounter happened when I decided to visit gym steamroom after a chill session. It was partly to sweat and mostly to cruise the locker room during morning. I was doing what cruiser do, go in and out of shower cubicle and steamroom multiple times, hoping to bump into fellow cruiser. Just as I thought I was out of luck, and decided to take a shower at the cubicle at the far end, I saw a Chinese guy went in to the cubicle opposite me, with shower curtain half opened. I responded by pulling the shower curtain half way too. As we turn on the shower head and wet our body, we position ourselves towards each other, we lock eyes and our intention was clear to each other. I quickly step into his cubicle and pull the curtain shut. He pump a handfull of shower gel and lather on his cock and my ass. That was my first and only time being fucked in a gym shower cubicle. It was exhilarating. I don't know if he did chill like me but he cum fast. I thought I could catch him when we leave the locker room but unfortunately we never cross path afterwards.
Third time's the charm. I was at a different gym, finished my workout at night and relaxing in the steamroom. A hunky good looking Malay guy came in, took off his towel and flash his stiff cock before me, inviting me to touch it. So I lean forward to grab and stroke it for a short while. We both left the steamroom as if nothing happened, and went to change as the gym was closing. We both did not pursue it further that day. I did bump into the Malay guy a few time while working out there but our schedule was usually different. One day, we saw each other leaving at the same time, and we sort of give each other a nod. As I trail behind him, he signal me to follow him to the mall toilet, which was deserted at that time. We stood next to each other at the urinal and I suck his cock for abit as my post-workout meal. I never see him afterwards as I moved to another gym.
After that, no more random gym encounter, mostly because I didn't go to gym much due to work schedule and laziness.