Gossip is a vice enjoyed vicariously

"How could you say something like that? You don't even know him."
"That's the whole point isn't it."
"I'm disgusted by people like you, spreading venom about others as if you know any better."
"Lighten up, pal. I'm just sharing with you what I heard."
"Well, it's wrong. Plain wrong. You know how hurtful those words are. How unfair it is to the person involved?"
"Don't go judgemental over me."
"..."
"Fine. Don't talk."

We enjoy gossiping, straight or otherwise. Face it, no matter how righteous one think of themselves, they have to admit that gossip spice up their life. How else could we carry daily conversation? Do we really spend our time discussing the political struggle or world economic trend or the reaction of uranium in a reactor core? Ahem, maybe some of us do but most would probably steer clear of those direction.

There is a price to pay to be famous. And being gossip about is one of those small print that listed in a obscure corner of a dictionary thick social contract. Being famous does not mean having a billboard all over town or TV commercial on every major channel. It simply means that when people are free with nothing much to do, they would bring you up as their topic for time-wasting purposes. A backup plan in case all else has failed.

People who gossip, does not know the better. We just tell what we heard and make judgement or accusation base on heresay. How far off the heresay is to the truth become irrelevant because, at the end of the day, we don't really care. The whole point is that we are not taking responsibility of what we said. And we don't expect the person we are gossiping off suddenly turn up and indulge us with the truth. Nor do we appretiate self-righteous friends that feels the truth need to be straighten...

Ecclesiasticus 20:20

“So he still has feeling for you?”
“I'm not sure. I think so. His friends think so too.”
“What about you? You have feeling for him?”
“No, I don't have a feel for him. Not the way he has for me anyway.”
“What about his friend? You like him?”
“Well, he is cute, but no, I don't think I have feelings for him either.”
“Don't tell me you are still lingering on that straight colleague of yours.”
“Hehe, yeah, I still like him best.”
“Oh bugger. Move on dude. Grab the cute one before he is gone.”
“I told you, I don't have a feeling for the cute one.”
“At least come clean with the guy.”
“I'll see how things go.”

Some people are just lousy in saying no. Maybe it is in their nature to be kind and gentle to other people's feeling. Maybe their indecisiveness is a weakness of them towards the people around them. Regardless, at the end of the day, they have to come clean. It's all a matter of time. Often, the longer the wait, the deeper the cut. Is it their fault if they don't voice their discomfort at the first sign of danger? That's subjective. If you are an indecisive person, you'll probably understand very well what it meant to procrastinate. Head strong people wouldn't understand it, just like you wouldn't understand what it meant to be drunk until you intoxicated yourself with a few shot. Quality drunk, ah, heavenly bliss indeed. Anyway, of course it's never fair for the person who are doing the waiting. Queuing in line for two hours just to be informed that the movie tickets are all sold out, that's frustrating. Still, we have to move on.

There are also another kind of person who is lousy in saying no. The kind that is slow in breaking up. They have long since ejected themselves out of the relationship, searching their adventure outside, yet they are still  maintaining the relationship nevertheless. They are just sitting there and waiting for the other person to come to their senses and leave voluntarily. They feel that it is hurtful to dump you but they don't feel that it hurt even more for you to find out that they are playing around outside and all the sweet words are just lies to react to your constant bickering for attention. Eventually, the truth will come out and the inevitable unfolds its hideous wings to take off. In their defense, they will say that they have given enough hints for you to leave, just that you can't or are unwilling to take the hint, then it becomes your own burden that they wish no part of. Hardly justifiable but as if they would care about the aftermath of their action. It probably takes time to heal from such rejections, but it is often wise to get into rehabilitation and move on with life as soon as possible. He is having the fun of his life while you are sunk in despair wondering what you have done wrong or cursing him with voodoo or whatnot. What's the point? Move on. The world is full of wonders. Anyway, life is too short for us to constantly linger in the past or chasing after the impossible. Savor the reminiscence like an expensive fine wine, don't abuse it like a pack of cheap beers.

Lust Fondue

We assume that people with great looks and nice bodies are those that doesn't lack sex. Having them anytime anywhere anyhow. It's probably true for some. Yet one find them frequent sauna establishments too.  Suana was probably created by those who failed the extremely strict physical standard that we gays impose upon ourselves, luring in those who seeks adventure while satisfying themselves. In a direct confrontation, these guys that passes the test would probably have an equally high standard while choosing their sexual or relationship partner. So, why is it that with such qualification, they would willingly go into a dark room with unknown strangers of different size and age, allowing them to release their lustful needs onto each other? Isn't it totally against their principle for physical attraction which they outwardly potrait?

I agree that there is a certain extent of thrill and satisfaction when you mingle in a dark room with numerous guys that you can't see regardless of their physical appearance. The sexual energy release are certainly to excite everyone in it. But on the contrary, if you put the lights on, you'll probably feel very disappointed as to how low you have sink below your own standard. Thus the next-to-darkness illumination to cut the guilt. I guess the proprietor understand how conscience can be bad for business.

Adding the mental block of conscience and the exceptional sexual energy, I guess it probably explains why they frequent such establishment. Once it's in your system, it can be quite hard to get it out much akin to addictions.

Indecent Proposal

I actually did meet up and chat with some people who emailed me after seeing the crotch pic of mine, although none lead to actual sex. Probably because my crotch looks better then my face pic. Well, I'm gonna take it as some sort of compliment because at least I have something that looks good, although I wish it was the other part. Ok, maybe I am not drop dead gorgeous but I am decent looking. I guess when ons is involved, we all wish that our partner are someone we would like to look at and feel of, instead of closing our eyes while getting things done.

I think I worked out some theory recently. Hear me out. Good looking guys are able to have ons easier because of their look. But when their belly are fulled, they long for real love instead because they know that with their look, they can have ons anytime. But real love comes scarce, so, many of them after venturing into the field of sex would retreat to the love maze in search of true love. Which is where the less good looking guys comes in. Because the average guy can't fight good look with good look, they tend to cultivate their character. So, if they chance upon such love searcher, they can usually scores. For the less average people, it is hard for them to get ons because of the discrimination gays inscripted into their soul. Ends up some of them are willing to do anything just for sex. The average looking people took advantage of this and use them to their fancy. Some of them does wake up and smell the air, realizing that they are victims of circumstances, thus swearing in search of true love. Per chance, they might bump into those good looking ones and cupid might strikes. In this case, might. It really depends on how below par they actually are. Discrimination still occurs no matter how pure the love was.

My point is, there are a lot of good looking guys out there who would want to have a real relationship but can't have them because they have this phobia of how superficial gay love can be because some of them might not be so proud of their or their friend's past.

Conclusion, average gay people, move forward, for you are the luckiest! All sexual fantasies available to you if only you so wish with half an eye open, and by the end of the day when you are tired of the whole commotion, you can settle down with a good looking man who swears undying love, by not telling the whole truth, mind you...

10 things to do as a gay man before turning straight

1. Gay Porn ~ introductory to gay lifestyle that is over publisized and more then often not as interesting.

2. Oral Sex ~ Give or take, most man can do a better job than a woman. A tongue ring greatly increases the recipient's sensation.

3. Anal Sex ~ Give or take, done that and you can proudly call youself professionally gay. Always insist of safe sex although unprotected sex can heighten one's sensation to a different level.

4. Threesome ~ Sandwiched, Double Penetration and Rotisserie are the many forms to try. There are more than one pleasure spot on our body, and through simultaneous excitation, it can be a real thrill to find them working in synergy.

5. Orgy ~ If you have done threesome, there is really no reason why you shouldn't try an orgy. You can live out the Annabel Chong's Gang Bang first hand. Notable forms include Daisy Chain, Mantrain and Triple Penetration.

6. Sauna ~ It's not easy to organize or get invited to an orgy, but it sure is easy to get into a sauna for uninvited orgy. Sometimes you might even score bigger than you could ever thought possible in your whole life. Unwanted attention included.

7. Massage Center ~ Relaxation and sex at the same time. What better way to unwind after a hectic schedule. Most would feel much more comfortable than paying for a gigolo since we can always defend ourselves by saying that we merely came for a massage, not rampant sex.

8. Chem Sex ~ Sex which includes the usage of drugs such as poppers, E, K, viagra etc. Always do it on a day where you don't have to work the next day so that you don't doze off while driving. A prolong high plus bonus side effect if over indulged.

9. SM/Bondage ~ Not all are into hardcore SM but most are willing to try softcore SM which often includes roleplay. Trained professional required for hardcore SM.

10. Impregnating a woman ~ With all the above sexual adventures, why would a gay man ever turn straight unless he somehow manage to impregnate a woman? The child are innocent, we must be a resposible man