唏嘘后

要不是有人问我
是否还在等待你的归来，
我还以为时间终于抚平了我的伤感
让你在我脑海中消失。
虽然你的背影确实模糊了
但是那份愧疚却依然强烈，
那份思念依旧存在。

我对他说
有些人尽管你在等待但是终究不会归来；
这就是我所看清的事实。
从你离去那一天开始我就明了，
虽然牵挂
但是唏嘘后人生依然向前推进；
再多的泪水也无法撼动那不争的事实。
我在回味的是你匆匆离去时留给我的疼痛，
一份只属于我的回忆。

原来人生中的记忆真的可以被时间冲淡，
但是那份埋藏在深处的思念
却又这么轻易的浮现。

还有几天就正式迈入两年了，
亲爱的
离开后你过的还好吗？

Getting high in HD

An accurate depiction of a subculture rampant in our circle, the only problem is... not all men are that sexy. Or maybe you have to be in the league in order to be in the circle of such hunks.

Married but Available

They got married in UK a few years back when he was studying there, but have been settling down here ever since. But being married doesn't mean they want to be exclusive to each other, instead they feel the need to be in a open relationship. They believe that sex and love is two different matters; have sex with all the men you want as long as we love each other.

Marriage certificate is just a piece of paper used to settle legal matters when one dies. It has no restrictive power to define how any relationship works. Though straight might feel the pressure to keep up with the norms of the society, the dynamics are just different for gay couple. It is silly to want the same things as straight couples when we are queer to begin with. Maybe it's just a matter of semantics.

Going strong

They have been in a relationship for nearly 7 years now, but for the pass couple of years they have been ocean apart.Yet their relationship is going strong albeit that it has all the faults of a gay relationship went stale. Or as they call it, "we are more of family than lovers". During these period when they each live on a different continent, one gave his approval for infidelity while the other took it gladly. It was silently agree upon that their sexual urges should be satisfied with another during the absence of the other.

Though one might wonder how long can this relationship go on, how long until one finds a different connection, but at least in one of them, he believe that they will go on regardless of the distance and time spent apart, for they are pass the age of foolish youth that party without end, they both know what the other meant in his life.

I want you, but I don't need you

I fuck you, and I'd like you to like me to fuck you

But I don't fucking need you, don't need you to need me to fuck you
If you need me to need you to fuck, that fucks everything up