Exposed

The one problem with not being totally out of the closet yet not being discreet is the risk of someone close finding out. Friends, colleagues or relatives that found out you are gay might not be as friendly afterall. I was in the chat room today and someone came up to me and said he knew me, a colleague it seems but he is not telling me who he is, just said that he will signal me tomorrow. That totally sucks. For one, I hate people who are pretentious and all secretive. Two, there really isn't much male in my office and I am hoping non of them are the jerk. It would be very uncomfortable working under such condition, being in a small office and all...

Never did imagined about the scenario of someone finding out. How I would react to it at all... I always thought that I would be cool with it and let it pass just like that. But it seems that it's much harder then that. Now that I'm at risk of a possible exposure... Sigh. I just wish that everythings turn out fine...

Popper

Popper, alkyl nitrite and its derivatives, is a kind of liquid aroma product which is used for recreational purposes, namely sex. This is because it causes vasodilation and are considered as aphrodisiac which could enhance sexual experiences. It can be use by both heterosexual or homosexual partners to achieve better sexual satisfaction...

Tried popper yesterday for the first time... makes you rather high indeed... but not as far as shooting off the star... :P

Let there be light!

Always wanted to blog about my secret life... no, not superman or batman kinda secret... gay life... True, it's no big deal nowadays. We have gay marriage happening in the States but that is all it is, something happening somewhere else... Really has nothing to do with me... Living in a conservative country, being gay is not something one would openly admit. The taboo is still strong, doubt that it will go away anytime soon... At least now, I have some place in the cyber world to release my frustration or joy for being gay...