The one problem with not being totally out of the closet yet not being discreet is the risk of someone close finding out. Friends, colleagues or relatives that found out you are gay might not be as friendly afterall. I was in the chat room today and someone came up to me and said he knew me, a colleague it seems but he is not telling me who he is, just said that he will signal me tomorrow. That totally sucks. For one, I hate people who are pretentious and all secretive. Two, there really isn't much male in my office and I am hoping non of them are the jerk. It would be very uncomfortable working under such condition, being in a small office and all...
Never did imagined about the scenario of someone finding out. How I would react to it at all... I always thought that I would be cool with it and let it pass just like that. But it seems that it's much harder then that. Now that I'm at risk of a possible exposure... Sigh. I just wish that everythings turn out fine...
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