Finishing 3 hours and 15 minutes for my half marathon wasn't the greatest of time, but seeing that I have not trained for it, nor have I work out for the pass couple of months, I think I did well. Especially when I can still manage to jay walk the day after.
Met up with a friend that I knew online, and he is actually my ex's ex. Talk about small world. Although my ex never did tell me much about this ex of his, not that I pry too much into his pass. Still, it might be weird for some but seeing that I know a few ex of my ex, so this is not exactly new to me. We didn't talk about the ex that we shared, instead he let me into some of his current relationship. I have my thoughts on it but that's for another post, one that might not destine to surface.
Meeting with people, indulging in singlehood, that all seem so alien to me now. Although I can still feel the vibe, but I find myself uninspired by it, I guess the burden of living weights heavily on me. What is left to be done now that life closes in on me. I guess I have to pick up all the jigsaw in my life and bid farewell to them one by one, as I seal them in the parcel meant for the life after.
From an age of innocence to a time of flagrant debauchery; from finding love to losing hope, this is the life journey of a Chinese gay guy born in KL, Malaysia where he tries to make sense of his homosexuality, his life and the world around him.
26 June 2012
15 June 2012
The Unfortunate
Whenever an unfortunate event happened to us, the first thing that cross our mind is "Why me?". If that unfortunate event were to happen to someone dear to us, we would naturally think that such ill fate should only be read through paper, not taking place in our life. But alas, however distant it seems our life is from reality, one day out of the blue, life will show its true color, and you'll realize just how grounded you are to the reality of things. It is something that we will never be prepared for no matter how many suffered by example, only when we were thrown into the emptiness of despair that we find ourselves suffocating.
He will regard the prayer of the destitute, and not despise their prayer. (Psalm 102:17)
Unfortunately for many of us, we do not see things His way. No matter how much good will come out from this, we must endure the pain of the moment until such day when the rumored good turns out to be true.
He will regard the prayer of the destitute, and not despise their prayer. (Psalm 102:17)
Unfortunately for many of us, we do not see things His way. No matter how much good will come out from this, we must endure the pain of the moment until such day when the rumored good turns out to be true.
07 June 2012
愿你幸福
你会希望天长地久
我只在乎曾经拥有
不同的期许多惆怅
但愿你得到那幸福
亏欠的心欣然满足
归去来兮，田园将芜，胡不归！
既自以心为形役，奚惆怅而独悲！
悟已往之不谏，知来者之可追；
实迷途其未远，觉今是而昨非。
《归去来兮辞》
我只在乎曾经拥有
不同的期许多惆怅
但愿你得到那幸福
亏欠的心欣然满足
归去来兮，田园将芜，胡不归！
既自以心为形役，奚惆怅而独悲！
悟已往之不谏，知来者之可追；
实迷途其未远，觉今是而昨非。
《归去来兮辞》
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