The One That Got Away

Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, In another life, I would be your boy, be us against the world.

再见我的爱人

《 再见我的爱人 》温柔的情，热哄的心，甜蜜的吻，醉人的歌声，我会永远爱你在心底。

What Works

Why do people resort to extreme practices or habits to escape the pain that they feel inside? Because it works. Eventhough it only works while so ever shortly, which is why it turns into an addiction. The truth is that they know the implication of their action, but during that particular time of sorrow and pain, what they want is only to forget their pain. Once they are sober again and the pain starts to eat them up inside once more, they dwell back into their extremities yet again. Repeating the whole vicious cycle until one day, the pain was long forgotten but the addiction remains. We look at them and say, you have lost your direction. We can no longer hear the ghostly past that haunts them and their blank stares buried their pain deep within. We judge them, not understanding the pain they have to endure, we thought that they have lost their common sense, but we ourselves forgot that when we are hurting, what we held onto is not common sense but a lack of any senses.

妹式情歌的感触

在阿妹的演唱会里，我听见了一首又一首的情歌，当中有一些让我想起了你，想起了我们，勾起了我心中的痛。我感觉到泪水在我眼眶中打滚，但是我告诉自己必须坚强，因为你已经选择往前走了。虽然我依然在原地踏步，幻想着你还在我身边，但是我知道这是我放不开也看不见未来。我最亲爱的，你过的怎么样？。有没有想过我，像普通旧朋友，还是你依然会心疼我，好多好多的话想对你说，悬着一棵心没著落。一句句的歌词在心中浮动，眼泪不禁落下。

Bersih 3.0

I was at the Berish 3.0 rally for a different reason, but I was there nonetheless. I waited and walked to Merdeka Square like the rest, and felt the tear gas too, although I count myself lucky as I only catch a slight stink of the awful weapon used.

The truth is I don't really care about electoral reform or how corrupted the current government is. For one, I leave no children behind, thus whatever happens has no consequences to me. Eventhough I have other family members here, but it doesn't seem to matter that much to me. I guess that is how some gay feels too. But then again, I know of other gays that feels strongly towards this cause, and I applaud them for it. Someone has to do it, if it's not me, than it is somebody else. But still, that doesn't stop me from feeling disturbed by the things that happened on that day, through the viewing of the videos posted. Do I smell jasmine? I hope not.