离别愁

因为重要所以说了三次，
保重，保重，保重;
这让离别多沉重。

因为尊重所以回复三次，
抱歉，抱歉，抱歉;
这让回忆多苦涩。

光与阴

I. 清晨的光与阴
A和B在16岁时就认识了也搞在一起成了一对。
因为来自小地方，
虽然不能公开关系但却让青涩的爱情发酿成稳定的关系。

A帅气又有点叛逆;
B却一副微胖的小孩样;
所谓的天造之合
只是双方没有选择下的配对。

II. 朝阳的气息
18岁那年A和B一同来到市区读书，
A以一副badboy的姿态杀进市区的同志圈，
为春色无边的肉海再添波澜。
B一路随行，
成为那个帅哥的胖男友。

III. 日上三竿
A沾染了所有的负面情色，
他的人生从光明走向黑暗，
性生活却从黑暗走向光明，
欲火焚烧的炽热耀眼。

那团以感情为燃料的熊熊欲火
烧断了牵系着俩的爱情线，
坠落的是两端。

B曾是单纯但从不笨 ，
一切有机可循。
A虽是不忠更从不傻，
他以坦荡对应出轨，
把台面下的一切展示在桌上。

B从无奈接受爱人偷偷在外胡搞
到接受爱人第一次3p的倡议，
现在已学会了享受肉海的激情。

IV. 云下的阴影
淳朴的爱
扑向花火间
消失在闪烁的霓虹灯;
狂野的性
从黑暗走出
迷失在虚假的天空下。

V.岁月交替

人生不争的事实就是人总会老去，

岁月能洗尽铅华也能返璞归真。

A发现随着自己越近暮年人苍老;

B却是累计了沧桑变得迷人。

年轻肉体离开了A却接近了B，

A堕入妒忌的漩涡中，

最终沉入了那回响着埋怨的深坑里。

情关

昨夜西风凋碧树。独上高楼，望尽天涯路。
衣带渐宽终不悔，为伊消得人憔悴。
众里寻他千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在，灯火阑珊处。
此情可待成追忆，只是当时已惘然。

Dishooked

I fully understand the frustration of a long chat that leads to nowhere when all you wanted was someone to sex with. Such frustration build up in some people in such level that they do not tolerate any length of conversation, and will get mad at people who asked too much. To them, it's like, fuck or not? If not, fuck off.

In an effort to understand the angst of these people, I have reason to believe that they have been rejected many a times, which inevitably can be concluded that they are not desirable by the unofficial consensus of the gay circle. As prematurely as it seems, this is base on the belief that one needs to be rejected way many times to try to cover up their undesirableness with a sense of urgency. Unfortunately for me, on my path towards achieving the Great Promiscuousnes, I have stumbled upon some of such person. It took me several encounters to finally learn that pushy hook up is bad hook up.

Lover's Guilt

Which is worse? The pain of being hurt by someone you love, or the pain in hurting someone you love?

Scar could heal, until one day it is gone, though you might recall still the fault he did to you, but your painful memory gone and replaced. But the pain lingers still in him, though he hurt you, but he pains still. Though he rejoice in you getting over him, but he harbours the guilt, of which he has did you wrong. Mayhap you will feel better knowing that he suffer, mayhap you laugh at him for reason you would care less. Be it so, that is no longer your concern. Good riddance.