27 March 2012

My Day

Lying on the bed that we sleep on together
Holding to the pillow that you preferred
Trying frantically to feel the warmth you left behind
But only the coldness of the night remains
Where my silent tears felt warm against my shivering heart

Looking at the stranger through the mirror we bought
The reflection of myself screams loneliness
I straighten the jacket that you gave me
And walked out into the world feeling bear
Hiding my tearing eyes with long bangs and sunglasses

I shall bear the pain of this 
By wearing a ring to remind myself
Of what I lost and what I shall never get
Of what little I can hold on to
Till the day I shall no longer wake up to

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