Come what may

Never know I could feel like this, like I've never seen the sky before.
Want to vanish inside your kiss, every day I love you more and more.
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing? Telling me to give you everything.
Seasons may change, winter to spring but I love you until the end of time.

Until the end of time, when spring turns into eternal winter night
Everything that is mine can be forsaked, yet I yearn to hear you sing
A song of love that reminds me of your kiss that has long since left
Under a strange sky that I once knew, the feeling of lost echos

Come what may, I have accepted my fate but I'll love you till my dying day,
A day that doesn't seem so far away,
Come what may, I have nothing to lose when I lost you that day,
A day that feels like yesterday.

Just give me a reason

A reason is not the reason, a reason can be an excuse, but the reason a truth, sometimes we offer a reason simply because people can't handle the truth.

When life goes bad to worse

Indeed it's bad, terrible to say the least, but c'est la vie, even if we don't want to accept the cruel truth in life, it will still be shove down us regardless. It's not easy to make peace with it, probably not ever, all we can do is to cope with it. Focus on the better things in life, that's been suggested, nonetheless it is hard. Harder still when you have to deal with it alone. Some pain cannot be shared, some pain are better left endured by yourself. Why? Silly pride, that's probably why. In the cold dark night, when silence creeps in, we are always left alone to reflect upon ourselves. But thinking about what went wrong will do no right, it will only drive the pain deeper, until a shattered heart be broken even further. That's when you realized, when life goes bad to worse, worse can go to worst.

星球六晚上

星球六晚上，我想起了你，没什么特别，只是回忆，遗憾的滋味，陪着我形影不离。永远不会有任何人能代替你。

一直以来我都是个夜猫子。虽然你和我说过，要早点睡，但是我努力过了，却还是一样没办法早早入眠。看电视，读小说，就算明天一大早要爬起来上班，都总是要到一两点才会进入梦乡。

但是如果隔天我不需要太早起床，我往往会带上耳机，听着一些让我想起你的歌曲。每当音乐响起后，我都会哽咽、都会哭泣。实在无法控制自己的情绪，又或是说，我在当下释放了我的情绪。超过一年了，那份感觉越感强烈、那份悲痛不曾消退，却像海啸般狠狠的摧毁我那复杂的内心。